I mean, you still have that. Aurora's 6. And asked you for a snack, you told her to go get it herself. I mean. Not saying bad mom, but it feels as though you've disconnected and are just like. I changed my mind, i'm over it.
I love them, I do. I'm just....I'm not good at this. At all...Helping them understand...I wanted kids because I really wanted kids...And I love them...I guess I'm still struggling being open?....
Then just be there for them. Ellowen can handle herself, she's 16, but the younger ones, they need their mom. Ellowen can't be the only one. You don't have to be perfect, you already are, you're their mother, that's all they need.
They obey just fine, I handled that. They're very well behaved. So it won't be hard, but it can be fun. Take them hunting, or train them for fighting, or some things you'd like to do and bond with them.
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*finishes Aurora, and is railing Kirin* I'm just saying, do the things you wanted to do with them when you thought about having kids, you must have had some things you hoped you would do with them. Go do them.
